College finally starts for me this next Monday. I am not sure how I feel about that.
I normally look forward to school starting back up. But this will be my last year of undergrad and soon I will be launched into the "real world". I am excited about this. I just kinda want it to happen now. Because I am a practical masochist, I still have another degree that I need to complete so I am in it for one more year.
One of my many flaws is that am not very good at living in the present moment. I know that I have touched on this before. I am usually years ahead of myself mentally; solving problems that have not even happened yet. It is because I like to have control. Its awful. I am admit it. I work hard to fix it. I am not always successful but I do try.
Luckily I am in a good place right now. I have an excellent job from which I will learn a lot and which will look great on a resume. I will be taking classes that I love and that will intrigue me. My academic adviser is awesome is highly supportive of me.
My budget is extremely tight this year because I received much less financial assistance than I was hoping for but because if my new job I should be alright. I am deeply grateful for all the wonderful thing in my life. I am thankful that I know how to cook and take care of myself and live frugally and simply. There are so many who are not a fortunate.
Here is to another school year and more dedicating blogging.
-C
