After a several month hiatus, I return to the blogging world! To be honest I have not had much to say over the past couple of months. I spent the majority of my time in the theater this winter and spring. I was in four different shows which gave me no time to go anywhere else. But summer has given me some sweet relief. I am so sad to see myself fall into the vicious cycle of constant endeavor. But without it I would not have been able to conquer what I so desperately had to. I became single again in January. It left me strangely bitter and alone as many break-ups do. However, it gave me an opportunity to really see want I want and need in my life and as I celebrate the 6th month anniversary of that split I find a strange peace in the fact that I could conquer what I did. What I have now in my life is richer, more wholesome, and what is more, completely mine.
I have spent my time going on short road trips and savoring the smallest of moments. If the past nine months taught me anything it is that I have to savor this time that I have. I returned to Camp Meadowood this year to work. I have met some wonderful people from all over the country that I would not have met ordinarily. My old roommate and I have been teaching Arts & Crafts. It is here in this beautiful wilderness that I can celebrate the love and freedom that exists in my life. I am so blessed, blessed beyond worlds. I try to recognize that every day.
In short most of my adventures over the past few months have been that of a personal and emotional journey rather than a physical one. But that is soon to change, for I am getting restless and need to get away. And with that I leave you in hopes that I will be writing again soon.
Namaste,
C
